Musings and Tibet snippets ...
As a follow up to my previous journal entry about now being over 4 years on the road in search of home; below is
temple in lhasaan extract from the 2nd part of my experience of getting caught up in the Tibet Riots. I'm posting it here, now; as it's one of the events in the last year that had a profound effect on me. A positive one. At this stage life on the road in search of home was entering new unexplored territory.
In the next few months there will be a few changes in this journal. What happened in Tibet is a part of that.
Tibetan issues I put aside here; they've been well documented the world over. What I write about here is the experience I had.
buildings on fire It's not something I think everyone can attest to, nor agree. Neither are some of the things I write about in my journal, but then, that's part of the reason I have a journal. If you don't speak, no one will listen. Including, perhaps, me.
In Lhasa I reestablished my fear that I was not worried about me. My physical well being was not an issue. My photographs survival, would my friends know where I died or that I was rotting in a Chinese jail topped my short list. If I died, it didn't matter how; whether it was a building fire, heated mob violence, or a Chinese bullet. What mattered to me was how would people know it ended? Sounds pathetic, scary, immature, selfish,
tibetan beat down stupid, or whatever - to others. But the saying blood is thicker than water is true. Likewise, out of sight, out of mind. There is a difference between family and friends. To me this was a further conformation of a solo life in search of a home, a place to live. Values change. Or rather they'd changed a long time ago, this was just a nail in the proverbial coffin. A wake up call for a cause heard around the world, and one that alerted me to my own.
At times I am in a unique position. Going back to the previous commenter about "having a blast". Sometimes this works in my favor. More often it does not. Here in this situation, it worked in my favor.
troops lined upAs others tried to contact loved ones in a panic of tears and realization of a possible fate; my mind was on the situation at hand. The building next door ... could we cross over to it and escape? Where to hide the photos? When to do it? Did the hotel have a generator, where was the fuel stored? Should I leave alone, or bring others? Or simply stay put.
Then there was the aftermath. Being confronted by a man telling me we were turning back to Nepal. Having others in the group support the decision. And fighting for my own right to continue on. But this was China, and I was told I had no rights; unlike my home. Paradoxical words that fueled my determination not to let it happen. And so I fought on, and left smoldering Tibet behind while others returned to Nepal.
The fear of loosing my overland journey was more gruesome than my own envisaged death. Again, I am in a unique position. Travel in China was slightly marred by the fact that I now had a single group entry permit with 'those' dates on it.
chinese troopsI had a host of photo's and video of people and faces. Africa taught me it might be better to hit delete, rather than have it confiscated. The Italian who'd inserted his memory card in to a dark recess of his anatomy had returned to Nepal, maybe; he'd been the wiser. But then came the news of the Australians who'd also returned, and posted all online. The arrests were underway. I had made the right choice.
Just a recap: After waiting in Nepal for weeks, so that the Chinese snow storms would pass, I befriended one of four 'real' Tibet tour operators. Helpful, as I was about to start on the concluding leg of my overland journey. I'd experienced being in the riots in Kathmandu during this time. Felt the surge of adrenaline, and imagined a different life. This was something very different. For a full recap one should read my past travelouge entry.
The full entry reads better on my stories page, and to get a better idea of everything the first part of this travelogue is here, have a read of that first and continue on from there.
Please note photographs have been altered to protect identities.
Watching the Chinese Army move into Lhasa
People panic, it's human nature after all. An entire city is in the middle of a full on riot. Explosions and
building on fire in lhasagunshots rock the air. Thick plumes of smoke are rising up from all round your rooftop vantage point. Below the scenes of mob violence unravel before you like a bloody movie scene. What's worse, across the road a block of buildings is in flames, there's tear gas in the air and an upturned car is burning up against your hotel wall. No wonder people were were panicking.
Strangely different nationalities acted in different stereotypical fashion. The Dutch remained cool, the Slovaks wept, the Americans panicked, the Brits went silent, the Australians tried to be cool, and the French did their own thing. Generalizations I know, but it's what happened. Meanwhile the real people at hand where the Tibetans, and they were scared because they knew that new nationality was descending upon the Tibetan capital of Lhasa; the Chinese army.
"Stay put and don't go anywhere," our guide pleaded.
"The hotel's on fire and the staff told us to get out!" shouted back a frantic voice.
streets of lhasa The reception area was in tatters. The bay windows were smashed in and chunks of glass were strewn everywhere. It was dark as the power had long since gone out. Smoke was spilling in from the street outside; tables and chairs stacked up around the broken doors. Through the cracks in the furniture we could see masked faces running by, trails of smoke and the odd orange flicker of fire.
We headed back up the stairs as the staff came running down in the opposite direction. We'd given up on getting any precise answers from them a long time ago. But what to do? We didn't know whether the hotel was truly on fire, and even if it was, the streets outside were certainly no safer looking at this stage.
I'd already managed one venture outside. The Tibetan's were fine,
ready and waitingand were not interested in harming a tourist. What worried me the most was what we were now hearing. The incredible sound of metal clattering and crunching against tarmac and concrete outside. Tanks.
A few of us ran to the rooftop again, only to be tackled back by local Tibetan workers. "Too dangerous, back to your room."
But in such a situation, survival takes hold. I for one wanted to know if the damn hotel was truly on fire or not, not to mention whether the Chinese Army were about to open fire or worse. I pushed back, hard, and released a host of profanity in a torrent of rage. They moved back by force.
There was more clattering now. Plus the unmistakable sound of solid rubber on tarmac; marching troops. Not just marching troops, but hundreds of urban fatigued army types storming
ready for action down the main road. On traffic poles, junction boxes and any metal object they'd clatter their batons. A chilling sound that was meant to intimidate with the warning of impending violence. It did. Long since before, the rioters had moved on.
Still some locals were trapped. I looked on as an APC trundled up the road and blocked in a group of terrified people.
tank corners tibetansIn the distance explosions still rocked the capital. Gunfire rang out followed by a strange metallic whoosh as tear gas was set off below. Much like my time in Kathmandu I recognized the terrible bitter taste as my eyes began to water and sting.
I changed location and looked on as tens of army trucks appeared. Dusk was approaching, the hotel was smoking with the absence of flame and the explosions were becoming more distant. It looked like we were going to be spending the night in havoc.
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Back to Travel in the northern part of the Philippines and that dead tourist ...
As I mentioned at the start, my travel journal will be taking on a few changes in the coming months. Probably after or during a return to Manila post Northern Travels. It should be interesting and well worth tuning into as I make a few big decisions. Should make for some interesting reading ...
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